I’m struggling with how to deal with this, but it’s hard not to blame
myself. Maybe one day I’ll see it differently.
a little balcony over the park. It’s pleasant enough and the move went
smoothly thanks to help from friends. But it’s small for me and the
kids so I’m worried about how that will work out. I probably won’t
stay there long. Yesterday was the first day when I was really alone at the end of the
work day: no day care pickup, nobody to meet at home, no dinner and
bedtime… I’ve never felt so lonely in my life.